Feel Good to Fix You
I was just doing my lab for Chemistry today, and I had come upon this lovely cover of “Fix You” by Coldplay. (I am a sheep; I followed the Hypster’s lead and got one.) And I wasn’t really paying attention, only copying the procedure from the manual and for some reason, in a moment of clarity, I picked up the lyrics from the song
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth
And for some reason, I was overwhelmed with happiness at hearing that. I mean granted, I’ve been in a really good mood since probably Thursday night, but just hearing that verse (if you can call it a verse) of that song just made me anxious and unable to even blindly copy the pre-lab homework. Nothing much has changed, I’m still skipping out on some lectures, but there was something that clicked this past week that made it so much more enjoyable. I have an inkling of what it may mean for me, and that’s enough. And that inkling, whether imagined or real, scares me. I guess that’s why I heard those words.
All in all, I’m happy. Happier than I have been in a long time. And I thank you sincerely for it.
